I don't know what to do.
I am tired of worrying and being depressed. I am trying hard to get these unknown worries off my chest. What am I worrying? I can't even tell. It has somehow become a habit. A bad bad habit which is eating me up from inside. A bad bad habit which making me incapable of being happy.
Seriously, what am I worrying?
- I don't know how to do the work? No, I know how to do it. Just do not know where to start. So I just do whatever I can first.
- I don't have sufficient information to work on my documentation? Maybe, but I can request for those missing information through email.
- My superior will give me an unpleasant glare for not collecting important information? Well, I have tried my best and I can't collect the whole information within such a short period of time.
- You are not even sure about those information you have? Yes, but I can't be sure of everything since different people giving me different information and some of them are contradicting. I have limited experiences and knowledge to judge which is true and which is false.
- You may need to cover something out of your scope? Well, I can try my best to do it, but I can't guarantee it will be the best thing I can deliver as it is OUT of my scope!
- The superior is expecting something more than you can deliver? Yes. Apparently he has high expectation on me. Too high that it gives me pressure and tension.
So is that the root cause? That my boss has too high expectation on me? Hmm.. maybe it is. Any idea how should I go about this? Tell my boss I am not as capable as he thinks I am?
I wonder... how how how?!
16 comments:
Maybe when you hand up the project - just let your boss know that it is the best you have been able to do, and that you have already put all your heart into the project. You are after all, still human and humans make mistakes. Don't push yourself beyond your breaking point, it's not healthy.
*hugs*
Hope you feel better soon.
Don't over exert yourself. Just try your best to give the best information your boss requires and don't overdo it either.
I recognise the guy in the pic.. SAW HIM in xxx movie b4..
Well atleast you gave it a try, that's what is important.
My superior will give me an unpleasant glare for not collecting important information...really a good point made...!!
I think it is better to give it a try. Actually I liked the blog.
I think it is better to give it a try. Actually I liked the blog.
It has somehow become a habit. ...waking up late in the morning...
Suffocation occurs when you make your self very tensed...You better see and maintain the doctor's advice.
Yes you are beautiful man . A very lovely post .
A bad bad habit which making me incapable of being happy.
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try to watch comedy movies an to laugh, or try to cry to release all. Or... run!
I am so glad that you are back. Hope that your vacation was a great one and hope that you will write about it something for us.
hope that your future posts will be as great as this one right here.
Didn;t really liked todays article but i hope that in the future things will change because i intend to visit you again.
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