Hunk-ilicious advertisement

It was a normal Wednesday when my colleagues asked me if I want to join them to have lunch at Sungai Wang as some of my colleagues need to buy something there. After the hectic morning I had that day (entertaining the-ever-so-demanding customers), I thought I might as well join them and have a good lunch there, plus some window-shopping (knowing that I don't have much money to spend) to ease my mind a bit. As if the the further I am from the office, the further it would be the problems from me.

Hiding myself in the dark, trouble-free!

Anyway, after having lunch, I followed colleagues wandering around, passing by shop after shop. After getting what they wanted, it's almost time to get back to office. When we walked over to the main entrace, my colleague said he wanted to have a look at the motorola phones. While waiting for him, I was hooked by the following advertisement.

Motorola Razr2 Commercial


The gorgeous hunk is so fucking delicious! And look at his big arms... and that chest... How I wish at the end all his shirt and pant were cut off until he got all naked only with that phone in his hand! Well, come to think of it, I bet I would wet my pant by then.

I later found out that the gorgeous hunk is Matthew Mullins and the beautiful lady is Nikolett Barabas. Thanks to youtube, I got what I wanted and yes, I basically watch it over and over again. Enjoying Matt's jacket being cut off one piece followed by another revealing his big arms and then his big chest... Oh and you have no idea how I wish I was the one who sitting on him while having him lie down on his back!! And the moves and actions... ever so charming and sexy! Alright, I can't get enough oh him now!

And that's not it. I then found some interesting gay advertisements which kinda cute and sexy as well. Let's see what I've got here.

Gay Cologne Commercial


Isn't it Sexy?

Levi's gay commercial


That hunk in the phone booth. Yummy! And I like to see a hunk with big thighs wearing jeans without shirt. I find them so sexy!

More than meets the eye


Cool, isn't it? I think this is very creative! Different personalities were represented by different kind of underwears and foot-wears.


Gay Adoption Ad


I was laughing out loud after reading that "Children raised by homosexuals do not necesarily become homosexuals". But come to think of it, if homosexual is the norm, how would those straight people come-out to their parents and friends? This reminded me of the movie "Almost Normal". Anyway, it's a fun ad.

KL Random Hotness

Hunk in Space

I have wanted to do this post for quite a while since the whole nation was, and still is talking about the first Malaysian, a hunk with that "come-on-over" seductive smile, who is currently in the space doing whatever he needs to do now.

And noticing Coolgardy posted an entry on this hunk-ilicious man (who keep appearing in my day-dream, half-naked in his spaceman suit, smiling at me while grabbing his crotch... Alright, fine! That's just my fantasy!) just make me even more determined to write about this.

Should I take off my suit?

Not that I know much about him. But a hunk like him who is currently 35 years old and still single just make me wonder why. It's either he's one of us or just another workaholic who doesn't have time to date anyone. Being a model sometime, well, perhaps his expectation is way too high that he still couldn't find his Ms. Right? Or Mr. Right?

That smile!

Gorgeous as he is, he reminds me of, again, Daniel Henney, who have that smile which will simply melt my heart away. I don't mind putting on another show of 'Seducing Mr. Perfect' Malaysian Edition. If and only if he is gay. Is he not?

However, 35 years old is a little too old for me. The 10 years difference would have caused a big gap between us. Even though I prefer older boyfriend, but I seriously doubt if I would date an uncle. (No offence, Doc Paul! I know you're over 30! :p But I am sure you're younger than Dr. Sheikh!) Well, Dr. Sheikh is still looking good. I think he manage to deceive me with his good-looking face and well-shaped body. Then I don't mind dating the not-so-uncle-look hunk!

See you again when I'm back on earth!

Oh well, now that he's in space. Praying that he'll be safe and healthy.

MEME (Birthday Edition)

Promised Aryaduta to do this meme. Well, let's see what I can say about birthday.

Old, I feel!

When is your birthday?
29th January 1983

How old are you now?
Can I say I'm 18 years old? Probably no, having mentioned the year I was born.

Where were you born?
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

When did you first celebrate your birthday?
Err.... Not sure. If you were to talk about my one-year-old birthday, no, I didn't celebrate it. Instead, my parents celebrate it. They threw a few parties (yes, a few) to celebrate me reaching one-year-old. So when did I first celebrate my birthday? Couldn't recall. :p

When will your next birthday be?
Duh?! Unless I was so lucky to be born on 29th February, else you should have known the answer by now.

Do you remember getting presents on your birthdays?
Hmm... yes. But it had been a long time really. The most expensive birthday gift I had ever received was the Giorgio Armani Men Fragrance - Armani Mania. Like it very much!

Should I put on my fragrance before you lick my abs?

What are three things that you want for your upcoming birthday?
As if someone is gonna get me what I want. Here they are anyway :

1) A new set of computer desktop
- Yes, one set. Minimum criteria would be :
* At least 19" LCD monitor
* At least 120 GB hard disk space
* Good graphic card
* Great sounds system.
Yeap, I don't play game. I mostly use my computer to watch movies and listening to music. So I don't need those canggih-canggih punya (sophisticated) pc.

2) Air conditioner
- The weather is so hot nowadays! I want an air-cond in my bedroom!

3) A car
- I have had enough of taking stupid KTM!

What kind of presents do you want for your birthday?
What kind? Anything that's useful and sweet. It shows how thoughtful you are!

How do you want to celebrate your birthday?
Sometimes I like big party. At times I prefer to celebrate only with that special someone. Since I am still single, I think having someone to help organize a party for me is lovely!

Who will I tag to do this meme?
You, if you want to!! :p

University Reminiscing

It's 3:30am . I found myself awake and wanted to go pee. It's normal for me to feel the urge to 'pay my water bill' some nights if I drank too much water before I sleep. Suddenly I remember something. Yes, something that I have not done for quite some times.

I remember yesterday evening after my dinner, planning to watch the next episode of Brothers and Sisters, instead, I've fallen into sleep before 9pm. Wow, was I that exhausted? Or because the intense guilty pleasure I had (watching porn and... you know what we'd normally do) before dinner actually make me feeling restless and tired? Nah... don't think so.

Feeling tired? Nah... I don't think so!

Anyway, here I am writing an entry for my blog very early in the morning.

And suddenly I feel young again. Mostly because this remind me of my university life. I had no particular sleeping time. I sleep whenever I feel like sleeping and there's no such thing as human should be sleeping after 11pm and woke up before 7am. And that having 8 hours sleep per day was NOT a problem to me because I normally slept more than 8 hours per day back then.

Sleeping before 9pm was strangely weird back then as that's the time we woke up and start living our day. Yes, I would watch movies till early next morning or surf porn while my roommate was Counter-striking. Not that my roommate is gay, normally he didn't know what I surfed when he was concentrating on his game. Beside, my computer screen was not facing at his direction. So I have no problem loading images of sexy men on my screen.

Moreover, he would be too busy cursing and scolding to himself while playing that stupid "firing-in-the-hole" game. No offense! But I do not play game. I am just not good at it. And to shout out loud while playing game sometime can be annoying to a person like me who appreciate quietness and peacefulness. The only game I remember I last played was Super Mario! I don't remember I need to scream my heart out?! :p

Also, going to supper at this early morning was not a problem for me. Just a call and a few kaki supper will hit the 24-hour mamak stall nearby our campus. Didn't feel surprise when we saw the mamak stall were crowded with pupils like us. Some chat, some drink, some even smokes. I'd order my favourite teh-tarik and Nasi Goreng Patani or Roti John while talking non-sense with my friends till the morning comes.

Buddies forever?

Sometimes that was not an end. We would go straight for breakfast. Having friends who had car was awesome. He would drive us all the way to the nearest dim sum restaurant and we would continue our feast there without feeling tired. I am still amazed on how energetic we were. We were so young! And it was fun, really! Now? Damn, it makes me feel so old!

So, here I am writing my blog very early in the morning. I can't think of anyone I could call to go for supper, not even mention any friend who would go for dim sum later. They'd probably sleeping so soundly now.

Hunky stud sleeping! I would start licking that bare chest down to you-know-where!

Guess I should go back to sleep now. I am not sure if I have had enough sleep. Fearing that if I don't sleep, I might end up dozing off in the office. That's the last thing I want to do. I have a lot of things that need to be done in the office. Damned! Stupid working life!

The Art of Speaking

I was given 15 minutes to do a public speaking on any topic.

"What am I suppose to talk about?!"

I have been asking myself this question since morning. Trying to get inspiration from my everyday work won't help. The only thing I could talk about working life is boring, hectic, stressful, tiring... and I can keep on repeating the same description over and over again. No doubt if I were to talk about working life, the audience will be bored watching a fed-up person griping over the same problems over and over again.

Can't talk? Stunned by my beauty?

This reminds me of the public speaking class I used to take during my university. I am still wondering how I got the guts to take up the subject and attended the classes every week having to speak in front of everyone in the class. Gosh, you have no idea how stressful it was. Imagine every week you need to prepare one speech. At least 5 minutes speech. I still remember the first time I spoke in front of the class, I had a lot of "er.." and "arr..". Also, the teacher commented I like to use the word "alright" and "ok" in between my speech. Sort of like a self-reassurance.

The most memorable lesson was when we had to do the impromptu speech. A few topics were written down in different piece of paper and put in a box. Everyone have to randomly pick a piece of the paper from the box and talk about the topic written on that piece of paper. And we have to at least speak for 5 minutes.

Guess what topic I have got? It was "Teenager and sex"!

"Oh, sex! Don't we talk about it all the time? You want more sex, dear?"

Oh so you thought it was easy! I couldn't remember what I was really talking about. My head was totally blank and have no points to talk about. To me, sex was something for me to see, like watching porn. But I have never seriously talked about sex with any of my friends. Well, we do have some sex jokes to keep our sense of humour. But to seriously and formally talk about sex?! I was really bad! I didn't study with my friend how to have sex, how we should do this and do that, how can we improve our sex performance... Yes, I didn't talk much about sex with friends. Only stupid sex jokes. Come on, I don't even have a boyfriend to talk about sex!

I forgot what I was talking about through out the 5 minutes. The only thing I remember was that I said something about "putting that guys thing into the girl thing". Which wasn't funny at all. And I still remember my lecturer commented that the audience, meaning the classmates, who were all above 21 years old, should have no problem listening phrase like "putting the penis into the vagina". Alright, fine! I thought I was pretending to be shy and conservative. Thank goodness I didn't say "sliding a dick into a guy's asshole" or "licking one's anus". Did I just said that?! Alright, by then I would end up giving a talk on man-to-man sex.

"I think they have no idea how we did it in bed! Should we show them, sweetheart?!"

However, that was a good lesson though. Really make me realize how bad I was to give a public speaking. Even till now I am bad. Don't even speak about the 15 minutes I was given just now. I do know what I wanted to talk about but somehow words just didn't come out right. Well, what do you expect, I have been communicating with computers since I graduated and hardly speak to anyone for more than 10 minutes except lunch time talking nonsense and stupid jokes. The only communication tool I used is computer and my hands which do all the 'talking'. Only if my hands can speak, then I could have done a better presentation.

But no. Apparently I spoke too fast, almost went off the topic (while trying to explain further) and ended up making everyone confused a little in the middle. Anyway, I managed to make a fairly good conclusion and thanked everyone for listening.

Finally it's over! Ahh... now anyone wanna give me a massage?!

Lastly, I thought I heard No Doubt singing :"Don't speak..."

The Waiting

I hate waiting. Seriously, waiting for the time to come by. Waiting at the train station for the stupid KTM commuter to arrive. Waiting in the car in the traffic jam. Waiting... is just so tiring as well.

Are you waiting for me?!

And since last Tuesday, I have been waiting for the next episode of Brothers and Sisters to put on air in America so that I could download it from internet the next few days. And today the new episode should be aired in America now.

In this long lazy Sunday I have had, I basically did nothing. Except took a long afternoon nap and finding myself a little zombie-like when I finally woke up from my bed and faced my computer again. Not long after that it was already 6pm++. I was dragged by the family to have dinner nearby.

And now back in the house, still figuring out what to do, I thought I should post another entry again. Been watching some nice clips about Brothers and Sisters at youtube to 'quench my thirst' for the next episode of the drama series.

So here is what I found and enjoyed:

Kevin and Jason


Hmm... I'd never get bored of this couple. At least for now.

Behind the Scenes with the Brothers


I wanna join the brothers!!!

Gag Reel


They're all so funny even in real life, right?! I can imagine how much fun I would have to work with them. But then again, maybe there're some negative side of them which were not shown in the clips. Anyway, I should always look for the positive side of the people. No one is perfect though.

Alright. I should hit the sack earlier today as tomorrow is another challenging week for me. Wish me lucks, would you?!

Weekend comes and goes...

Last week was terrible. To wake up and knowing there's something you need to worry about is just horrible. It's about work, actually. And the due dates keep on coming and some of them had just passed by. I really do not know how I got through those periods, but last week passed by real fast. Perhaps I was too busy doing this and that, and worrying if things will be done on time. Well, I managed to get some of the tasks done, some others I just need to postpone. Bad performance, really. But I have no choice.

Whew...weekend has finally come. Good!

So last Friday came, and you have no idea how relieved I was when it was the end of the working day. Even though I forgot to do something my boss asked me to do (as I was too busy with another customer), he kindly requested me to follow up on that matter and update him on Monday. Felt a little guilty and bad. But that wouldn't help to make anything better. So I better put on my cheerful mode and hang out with my colleague on that Friday night.

We found ourselves having steamboat in Berjaya Time Square (BTS) follow by a movie at GSC.

"I can hear the bell... well, don't you hear it chimes..."

I found myself singing that song in my head while watching Tracey singing and fantasizing about going out with Link and all that jazz... Yeap, that would definitely be the theme song of mine for the moment. Zac Efron does look better in this movie. Other than Zac the cutie boy, I also fell for James Marsden whom I find so sexy when he sing "The nicest kids in town" and "Hairspray".

"What?! I'm not as fabulous now as I was in Hairspray?!"

One thing though, I hate those guys and girls who sat behind us in the cinema who couldn't stop causing commotion by giggling so loudly whenever John Travolta appeared on screen or shake his huge bubble butt. Worse still, one of them keep coughing as if he/she will cough his/her lungs out. And I don't think he/she even care to cover the mouth when coughing. Imagining all the bacterias and/or virus were coughed out of the mouth and spread all over to the cinema! Yucks! I hate it. What's wrong with them?!

However, despite the commotion and chaos they enjoyed at the back, the movie had no doubt cheered me up a lot. Thanks to the songs, Zac and James who managed to draw away my attention from their disturbing behaviours at the back.

So now I've got your attention. Wanna get dirty?

Saturday came by yesterday. I only significant I remember was that after having an early dinner, I put myself reading the FULL CIRCLE by Michael Thomas Ford. Yeap, I have finished reading Born On A Blue Day. How was the book?! It was good really. Though not entirely about a gay man's story, but it is interesting to know people with savant syndrome. And how numbers are to him are amazingly unique and eye-opening.

And last night, I was hooked to reading the new novel. I actually spent a few hours reading 9 chapters of the book before I fell asleep. It has been quite a long time since I managed to enjoy reading without any interruption. Love it to the max! I hope I can do that more often. And I love the book. Ford really knows how to push our 'the reader's' button.

On this beautiful Sunday, I seriously doubt what am I going to do? Most probably continue my reading. Somehow I feel a little guilty for not doing something productive and meaningful in life. It's funny really. Something inside tell me that I sitting in the house doing nothing is a waste of time.

Knowing that tomorrow is Monday really make me sick. Meaning the nice weekend is going to come to an end. And that I should make full use of the remaining weekend to really enjoy myself and rejuvenate, refresh and re-energize myself to face the brutal and cruel-some weekdays which are coming on my way.

So what's in your mind now? Come here, climb in bed with me...

Well, forget about tomorrow! Let's see what I can do today...

KL Random Hotness

It's time again for the random hotness around KL city.




Aren't they lovely? KL is a lot more wonderful with them around.

Long Term Relationship

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Those three words!

Thought I should post this entry tomorrow (since I have posted a MEME below), but I just can't help it and want to share my excitement after watching Brothers and Sisters last night! Yes, it was REALLY good!

I love how the story get continued. I missed the family so much that when I see Nora and Kitty arguing over the news of the youngest son, Justin, I can't help but laughed out real loud. Gosh, you should see how two women quarrel! They're really good! And when they realized someone was taping them, how pretentious they could be to smile together for the camera phone.

You wanna tape me?!

Oh you should have known how much I missed Kevin! And yes, he's back with his charm! Love him so much that I wish he could be my bestest buddy! Can't really imagine him being my boyfriend. Prefer him to be my big brother who I can get advice from. Hahaha...

Oh Jason! Yeah, still hunky as he was. Got to see him half-naked when getting out of the shower. Yummy! His chest! Oooh la la! Drive me crazy! Oh, and guess what?! He's on a mission to MALAYSIA!!!! Yes, you heard me right! MALAYSIA! Alright, cut it out. It's only a movie! :p But if he really does, I would be more than willing to offer him my room and my bed. Don't mind sleeping with him in the same bed too. :p

Good Morning Kiss


Last but not least, you should see the following scene! I can't find it in youtube. So I cut it out myself and post it on google video. Not sure if this is legally right. But I just want to share the beautiful scene.




Damned! He f**king said the three words "I love you"! I was like "Yes! Shit! Yes yes! He said it!" So touching and so sweet!! I've been waiting for my whole life to have someone I like to tell me "I love you!" And I am still waiting...

And guess what, I just realized my phone can actually watch movie. I just need to get a memory card with bigger space to save the movies files and I should be able to watch movie through my phone. So, I am so gonna save the scene above and put it in my phone so I can watch it over and over again whenever I am free! :D

MEME (High School Edition)

I promised Calvin and Chester to do this. So here you go. Another MEME in da house!

Please answer the following questions based on your final year in high school (Form 5 or 6).

1. What's your favourite subject(s)?
Chinese, Mathematic, English, Music

2. Who's your favourite teacher?
The one who taught me Biology.

3. What's your worst subject?
Physic.

4. Did you sit beside a boy or a girl?
A boy. Very cute and skinny. Very quiet. But not my type.

5. Did you hold any position in school?
Head Prefect, Librarian, Secretary for a society.

6. Is your school a co-ed or all-boys school?
Co-ed.

7. Did you represent your school in any competition?
Chinese debate, Chinese public speaking.

8. How did you go to school?
My parents.

9. Do you still keep in touch with your school mates all these years?
Yes. Rarely meet them though.

10. Did you study Form 6?
Yes, for 3 weeks and I got off to my university.

That's all, folks!

Unfunctionable Brain

It happens again. Yes, my brain! It does not work!

It's funny I am helping customer to solve problems (system or application problems, of course!) yet nobody seems to be able to solve my problem. And my problem is that I cannot think and cannot process information. Subsequently I cannot analyze problems. So I cannot come out with the solution for the problem.

What am I supposed to do?

Seriously I have been noticing this problem of mine few months back. No, not really. Actually it's few years back. After my graduation perhaps. I think I have thought too much when I study. And after graduation, I become numb. And I could not concentrate and focus anymore.

Even though I have had enough sleep and keeping a healthy lifestyle (except watching porn once in a blue moon in my bedroom for my guilty pleasures), I still find it hard to concentrate and do whatever I am suppose to do. Yeah, I procrastinate in the end. Trying to figure out what should I do to make me work on those tasks that I need to complete. Unfortunately, I ended up doing nothing.

And sometime I find myself day dreaming: what should I do after work? Is there any movie that I haven't watched? Whether or not the drama series would be downloaded completely by the time I reached home tonight? Or dreaming about having a coffee date with my prince charming? Walking in a beautiful garden hand-in-hand with my beloved boyfriend who doesn't exist yet. Worse still, fantasizing me sitting on Julian McMahon's laps sucking his face... when after that I always need to struggle to keep my cute little brother down there (who always uncontrollably causing a tent at my crotch) to cool down and not raise any flag! Alright... I am so not go there.

"Sitting on my laps? French-kissing me?!"

Besides that, I find it difficult to sit in front of my piano and start to learn a new piece. I hardly sit for half an hour and I'd feel tired and restless. I used to be able to sit in front of the piano for hours (say 3 - 4 hours) just to practice a new songs. I was always eager to learn new songs. Especially those difficult piano pieces by Chopin or Franz Liszt. Being able to play those pieces always make me feel proud of myself. Well, who doesn't? They're Chopin's and Liszt's works!

Besides having difficulties to practice piano, I also find myself weak in writing. Alright, maybe because my command in English is weak. But now I also have problem writing even in Chinese. I still remember I could write lotsa articles in Chinese. Just give me a topic and I can write few pages for you in just a few minutes. OK, maybe within half an hour. But now, I doubt half an hour will be enough for me to write a few paragraphs.

Moreover, I also feel that I get fatigue easier nowadays. Lack of exercise? Perhaps. I hardly go gym recently. Thanks to my overwhelming workloads. Oh workloads! Scary thing! It keeps stacking on my already mountain-high workloads. And the more I see the workload I have, the more anxious and discouraging I am! It's amazing how customers can make new requests for the current application system. Want to enhance this and customize that. Gosh, everyone has different requirement. That's it! No wonder my brain is protesting and calling for a strike!

But again, I'm paid for that. I am paid to solve problems. I am a so-called problem solver. And it's funny that I can't solve my own problem. I think I should apply for a long long vacation. Yeah, I know running away won't solve my problems. But at least my brain need rest for awhile. I should get myself re-energized!

Re-energized? Need my help?!

Side notes :
I have finished downloaded Brothers and Sisters Season 2 episode 1. So exciting! :p

Just Listen

I always have Monday Blue. Alwayz. And the rainy morning does really help to make me even more sleepy than usual. It was as if the drizzling rain has also swept away my motivation to work.

Anyway after lunch time, there was this friend who suddenly chat with me through gtalk messenger. He was sitting right at another end. So I couldn't see him actually actually from my seat. Sometime when I'm bored, I would ping him and disturb him through gtalk.

Talk to me, will you?!

Anyway, today he was griping over another colleague who's not being understanding and judge by her own view. So he was pretty pissed off and annoyed. And I don't know why suddenly he could become so mad that he need to release his anger and tension by talking to me.

And this whole thing reminds me of my life in secondary school and university life. I used to very good in giving advise. Most of my friends would come to me for advise. Mostly about life and friendship. Maybe being the leader most of the time really give others an impression that you see things further and more experienced. And I was always glad to give advise. As if I am their big brother telling them that they should do this and not do that. Or they can try this but not try that. Amazingly I remember that I had this confident that I was telling the right thing. And most of them listened and followed.

Looking back who I was, I am so much different now. I no longer give advise. I'd rather listen. To me now, giving advise hold a very huge responsibility. Other trust you so much that they listened to your advise and follow your guidance whole-heartedly. I'm scared. I'm scared that I lead them to the wrong end. I'm scared that I might cause them even more trouble.And even though at the end they might not blame me, I would never forgive myself.

So I choose to listen. And instead of giving advise, I always smile at them and said that they will get through this or that. And that I will be with them. Or I will be there when they need me. Yes, I am serious about that. I am not intelligent enough to provide solution for every problems. So, I always tell them that I will go through the pain, suffer, sorrow, despair with them. I know that's good enough.

I still remember when I was suffering from depression, my mom told me one thing that I will never forget for the rest of my life. She said :

"Mommy cannot help you. But please remember that I will go through this with you!"

And for that instant, my tears flow like river out of my eyes. It's the thought of knowing that you're not alone, someone are there with you, you have someone to hold on to whenever you fall, which comfort me and cast away all my fears.

Thank you, mommy! Love you so much!

So whenever my friend comes to me for advise, I will only listen to their problems. Depression has undoubtedly taken away much of my confident in giving advise to others. But I am definitely strong enough to listen and make them feel how lucky and precious they are. And listening to them talking about their problems is sometime good enough.

Brothers and Sisters Season 2

When everybody is whoa-ing about the return of the HIT drama series - HEROES Season 2, I can't hardly wait to see the first episode of Brothers & Sisters Season 2. Yes, I am into family drama. And all that sentimental, romantic things really make magics for me. Not that I don't like Heroes. Those hunky studs never failed to serve my eyes especially when they're naked, or half-naked.

However, instead of fantasizing being saved by those heroes (as if I am the cheerleader), I'd prefer watching Matthew Rhys (one of the main actor in movie Love & other disaster) playing the gay son, Kevin Walker, in Brothers & Sisters! I'm telling you he's really good. I love every bits of his acting in the drama series. And his unique character is incomparable! He's not hunky, but he's adorable! And I must say this, his boy-friends in the drama series are all freaking delicious! Yummy! From cute Scotty to that sexy Chad, and moving on to that hunky Jason?! Oh, he's so f**king lucky! But he deserves them.

Check out the following kissing scenes. They are my favourite scenes!

Kevin & Scott


Kevin & Chad


Kevin and Jason


Aren't they sweet! And the following is the aftermath of Kevin and Jason's kissing.



Aww... see! I like the way they speak and express themselves. Thanks to the script-writer. He/she is really good at this.

I must not forget to mention that gorgeous lady, Calista Flockhart, who plays as Kitty Walker in the family. Love her very much since Ally McBeal. And she's good! Well, she's weird in a way. But I like it.

Well, the mother in the family is so awesome. I have this special respect for any mom. I found every mommy is very noble and equally irreplaceable. I found unconditional love from them. Just like how I love my mom. Not that I don't like my dad. He's the coolest dad ever. But I always have this special bond with my mom.

All in all, I can't wait to see the first episode of Brothers & Sisters Season 2. Hmm... wonder how things will go for Kevin. Will Jason be the one? Or will Kevin stumble upon another hunk?! Hmm...

And the following sneak preview just making me more desperate to get to see the new episode!!

Brothers and Sisters Season 2 Promo


Brothers & Sisters - A Look Ahead (Season 2)


Brothers & Sisters - 201 Sneak Peak - Restaurant


Oh well, I have finished downloaded their so-called episode 0 (what the heck is that?!). It's called 'Family Album'. Perhaps it's something like a recap of previous season and what's coming in the new season.

Alright, sorry for posting too many youtube videos. Bet it slow down your internet speed. I can't help it. I love Brothers & Sisters. Just like how much I love my family. I can add more actually, but I think that's enough. Find more on your own in youtube. Surprisingly when I typed "Brothers and Sisters" in the youtube search box, all those scenes with Kevin are in the top of the listing. Guess everybody likes him.

Anyway, I think ABC.com must give me some commission for promoting their drama series here. Phew...

KL Random Hotness

Alright, it's time to share some hotness here in KL. Still amazed with my bravery. Somehow, I managed to capture some hotness in this busy city.







Call me a cam-whore!? As if I care.

Happy Friday

My friend was telling me that when there's something you're looking forward to, your head will only think about that thing and others will drop down in your priority list. Just like falling in love. You'll only think about your loved one and others will be 'supporting actors/actresses'.

You're always on my mind...

So tonight we had our party. Since the morning, all my head was just thinking about the party. Whether or not the food is enough, reassuring that all the things have been prepared and done. Even when I work, I still thinking about what can be done to make the party more lively and cheerful. I even planned how to got home earlier to help out for the preparation so that I can welcome the guests with open arms.

Well, the party went quite well I would say. Even though most of them came late (as expected) , all brought some food and drink which really are nice and tasty. I am quite relieved to see that the food are actually more than enough to serve the crowd. And all of them mixed well. There're joys and laughters. That's what I want it to be. We really have fun.

Come, let's play together!

Now, I am feeling tired, and happy.

On the other hand, I bought the following books at Time Square this afternoon :

1) My Take by Gary Barlow


I have always adored Gary Barlow. I find him sexy and talented. And I still love his first solo album 'Open Road'. It's one of the album that I could listen over and over again.

2) Red Carpets and Other Banana Skins by Rupert Everett


I wanted to buy this book when I first saw it in the bookstore. Love Rupert since the film My Best Friend's Wedding. And I find him charming and sexy too. English lad. Their special British accent always arouse, oops, I mean impress me.

3) Full Circle by Michael Thomas Ford.


This book was the reason I went to the bookstore today. Thanks to Doc Paul aka savante who recommend the author. I actually saw his other books in Bangkok during my vacation there but I just don't have enough money to buy it. Thank goodness I found it in BORDERS, Time Square.

So three new books in store. My bedroom is gonna be a mess with books! But I don't care. Don't mind bury my head in books at home than going out suffering under the unpredictable weather! Damned! It's so hot nowadays!

Anyway, I have a successful party and three books to keep me happy!

Get the Party started

It has been years since I last thrown a party. And suddenly I am all in the mood to throw a party. Perhaps because of me realizing how boring and dull my current life has turned into. So maybe I need a party to spice up my life a bit.

I'm coming up, so you better get that party started!

So mooncake festival had just gone by. Some of my friends requested to have a celebration for the festival. Normally my friends would have a bbq party or pot-luck at home and we all would go there and have fun together. But this year, it seems that everyone was busy. So nobody volunteer to have a party. Well, being as unpredictable as I used to be, I volunteered to hold a party at my home. Gathering all my friends at my home sounds interesting to me.

We all know that having a party is very troublesome. The invitation, the arrangement and preparation from food, drinks to tables and chairs. Headache!! Till now I am still figuring whether the food is enough or not. Worse still, my friends insisted to have bbq. They claimed that party without bbq is no fun! Is that true? Duh! I'd prefer not. BBQ is very noisy and after that, the whole place will be a mess! Perhaps I'm different. Anyway, since they promised to prepare all the bbq equipment and food, I don't mind. I'll just need to make sure my home is cleaned up before the leave!

One thing I learned from organizing such event is that I really can see one's personality and character. Some of them are being very helpful. They help to prepare food and don't mind spending money and time to make it a successful event. Such person is rare! Very rare, indeed! Others, very stingy and calculative. Not only do they lazy to prepare food, they are also not very willing to spend money and buy food.

Stingy Pig : Why should I buy?! So expensive oor! You asked other to buy la!
Me : Other already brought other food and drinks
Stingy Pig : Like that meh? I buy the sauce only can aar?!
Me : Alright then...
Me (thinking) : Then you should only eat the sauce that night!

And they just want to be there and enjoy the food. Gosh, such people really exist! Aren't they feel ashamed?! I am kinda regretted having invited such people to my party. They don't deserve to enjoy the food! :p Sadly, I noticed that a lot of people are like that!

Damned, shouldn't have invited them!

Guess this reality or harsh world had really shaped them into this kind of person. Always make sure that we got the most profit with the least modal. Like do multi-tasking (use little time to do many things) and price negotiating (make sure we pay less to get more). Even when we're driving, we would try not to let any car overtake us from the side lane especially during traffic congestion.

Anyway, I am still looking forward to the party tomorrow. Many friends will be here in my house. Long time never have such gathering. I wonder what it will be like. Hopefully everyone will be happy and enjoy the night.

Book-i-licious

I have my lunch at The Weld shopping mall this afternoon. I have no idea why my colleague choose there. Anyway, I just avoid to be the one who decide where to eat. So I kept quiet and follow the majority. Even though half way someone turn around and asked again where should we go for lunch, I just hid myself in a bunch of quiet people and pretending to look around waiting for an answer. And no, I ain't gonna be the one who decide anymore. So they went to The Weld. I have no objection.

Still want me to decide? No way!!

I usually don't really like to go there actually because the food there is more expensive than others. However, I received an email few days back that there is this PAY LESS BOOK fair going in The Weld. So I happily follow the crowd to see if it is really true. When I reached there, yes, I saw the book fair at the 1st floor. Yippie!!!

So we went straight up to the top floor and have our lunch in the food court. Without much hesitation, I simply ordered a pari ikan with rice and ate it. OK, I have to complain that the food is so little. It hardly filled up my stomach. Even though I am skinny, I ate a lot! Thanks to my high-metabolism. Anyway, after everyone finished their dishes, I quickly stood up and said that I want to go to thew book fair. Everyone followed. Expected! :p

Well, not a very big book fair I would say. But still I managed to see some interesting books. And they are SOOOOOOOO CHEAP!!! The books were just divided into categories like fiction and non-fiction. Then they're not sorted in alphabetical order. So I need to randomly pick some books that caught my eyes. Well, I have no choice but to judge the book by its cover.

I went to a section where 5 books were sold for only RM 20!!! 5 books! Wahahahaha... So I just simply choose some nice books. They are

1) Mason and Dixon
2) The Soloist
3) The Hours
4) Love you to death
5) ...

I forgot the name of the fifth book. I left it in my office. And guess what, the author of The Hours is Michael Cunningham. Yeap, the same author who wrote "A Home At The End of The World".


And look at the cover of "Love You to Death"!!


Now you know how I judge the book by its cover. Obviously an old book, but I still bought it anyway. After all, 5 books for RM 20!! It's like nothing! :p Come on, I bought "Born on a Blue Day" for RM 35.50!!! And only one book!

I was thinking if I should returned to the book fair tomorrow and hunt for another 5 gay-themed books. Wahahaha... I am so into reading nowadays. Especially gay-themed novel. Any recommended title? But I seriously need to save my money. Been over-spending on unnecessary stuff like books, magazine and good food. Wallet is now thick with receipts instead of cash notes. That's so not good! But then again, 5 books for RM 20?!?!?! SO cheap!!!!

More books? Or should I just save my money?!

Anyway, I am almost done with Born on a Blue Day. Hmm... what should I read next? Wow... I've got lotsa books here in my bedroom. I can consider open a small library at home. Too bad I am the only person who read novel. Especially English novel. My mom does read Chinese books at times. The other family members just don't read. Don't know why?! They'd rather watch movie. Well, as if I care! :p

Back to gym

After missing in action for the last whole week, today I head to gym again after working hours. Luckily I only miss one week, otherwise I would find myself a stranger in a new club.

Yeah, last week was too busy preparing for the company dinner. Everyday late night preparing this and that really stressed me up and I was just too tired to hit the gym again. Too tired even to go there and have a sauna or steam. And thanks to my busy and hectic work life, I lost 1 kg! Shit, I intend to gain more weights and now I lost 1 kg! Hate it! That's why I hit gym again today NO MATTER WHAT!

I'm going to gym. Wanna join me?

So after 6pm, I grabbed my gym bag and hit the gym. Surprisingly I found some of my colleagues were there to go for the try-out session. Yeah a whole bunch of them actually which I found out later. But I only saw a few of them. These youngsters (some of them older than me actually) are so eager to try things out for free. I still remember one of them approached me before asking me about how it's like to be in California Fitness. Is there any free session etc? Of course there is. But I told them before they could try out, they will need to listen to the persuasive lectures from the marketing or sales person trying to ask you to join the membership. Freaked out when heard that, they finally decided to come in a group. Great!

One of them (a guy) come by and told me that he saw a lot of gay people there in California Fitness. Pretending to be naive and don't-know-anything, I told him I never saw or know if there's any. And that having gay around in the fitness is ok for me. Duh! Nowadays still got straight people afraid of gay man. As if he will turn to be gay being around with gay men. I told him not to worry and gay people won't eat him up. And he is still reluctant. I just smiled and told him that it's up to him whether he wanna join or not. None of my business after all. If only he's cute or hunky, I would persuade him to join me go gym. :p

Ooh, Doc Jack! Would you mind be my personal trainer?

Anyway, back in the gym was good for me today. Managed to 'purify' my eyes watching hunky stud walking around in the club. Absolutely healthier than staring at the computer screen. Definitely a good way for me to release my stresses and tensions after a tiring working day. Saw a few strangers and some familiar faces. Regardless, I just enjoy whatever I could enjoy. Hahaha... visually of course. And it feels great to be able to pump my muscles again and feeling them get bigger! And I mean feeling them get bigger. Not sure if they really got bigger. Urgh! I wanna bulk up!

Nobody's gonna stop me!