Sunday, December 30, 2007

Every Year This Time

Every year this time always give me a sense of insecurities. Everybody was talking about what they have achieved, and what not... planning what is coming for new year etc. Not that I don't like it, but I somehow feel a little uneasy around the end of the year. Was it because I have achieved nothing? Or is it because I am afraid to face another new challenges in the coming new year?! A little bit of both, I guess.

New Challenges?!

Normally I would do a little reflection and new resolution for new year. Somehow I have learned through the year that it has become a routine instead of something I really wanted to do and striving hard to achieve. No doubt having targets or plans keep you moving , but sometime they just don't lead you to the right direction. Many things will happen along the journey in life and I guess we will just need to improvise a bit.

No big new year countdown celebration for me this year. I guess I'll just do what I do best. Be with some old friends, have a drink and claps our hands together when new year come and wishing each other happy new year. I sometime feel I started to get "not-so-energetic" anymore. I prefer peacefulness and quietness instead of being in the crowd screaming at each other.

Better to be alone...

Time comes and goes. Guess I'll have to get used to it.

3 comments:

Bo said...

Hey I'm in KL without a plan for the new year. Maybe I can join you for some low key drinking and yakking. :o) Peace and quiet are good.

Janvier said...

Heh, you're not the only one winding down. We don't think we'll brave Bukit Bintang or Bangsar Telawi Street anytime soon - the last time we've ever been there was 6 years back. Just don't think we want to work up the energy to mash through the crowd of people, fun as the experience may be first time.

Jason said...

It's common to stay home or somewhere far away from the crowds cos the crowds are crazy!