The Beauty of Male: The Rise of Evil

I've been feeling restless these days. Even with the weekend just passed by, I am still feeling un-energized and get fatigue easily. Last night was even worse. Thanks to the heavy rain, constant lightning strikes and also the loud thunders keep on screaming through the night as if they want to curse this city of light!

And also I have no idea what happened to blogger.com. It seem to load very very very... slow! You have no idea how long I've been waiting for the page to be loaded so that I could write a new post for today. I can't imagine how much longer I need to wait to load the images later.

Back to my restlessness. Today I basically did nothing in the office. Not that I have nothing to do, but my brain just couldn't work. Instead I just managed to reply a few of my customers' emails and also update my boss about my current tasks in hand. Apparently he needs to get updates from me from time to time about my jobs status and also my new colleague's progression, commitment and also abilities.

Great! Not only do I need to take care of myself, I need to take care of the new colleague who is supposed to help me to bear the burden off my shoulder. Strange enough I found my workloads had doubled-up as I need to teach him beside handling my own task. Well, he's still new. Can't blame him much. However, I think more workloads should be given to him. Not that I am trying to be mean, but that's how one starts to learn. Besides, I still think that youngster nowadays should be given more challenges, so that they will grow stronger and wiser. Well, I need to train my assistance up. He must be as good as I am. If possible, better than me!

I remember my senior never have mercy on me. He just threw all the possible tasks to me and expect me to finish before the due date. Well, at least he was kind enough to explain some of the things I don't understand. I could cope them well. But I seriously learned very much from there. Compare to how I treated my new colleague, I think I am far too kind and undemanding. Perhaps I am used to finishing all the task on my own. Not good!